Blame it to Hormones

This past few days, actually not few days but almost a month already, I am kinda so unmotivated in life. Especially after I go out of quarantine facility. Yes, read it right. A facility for people of positive COVID result. I was quarantine for 14days.

There are a lot of work (in my work) to be done but I dont have the energy/will, a positive and motivated energy to finish all of them. I just feel exhausted and all. I dont know, maybe because my monthly period is coming and my hormones affects the whole of me plus the negative factor of my work, the people around me there. I feel that everyone is against me or the like. You know, when your not happy not because you dont like or love what your doing but because you are sorrounded by negative people. Unhappy people. Traitor. Toxic people. The environment is not healthy anymore. Its just sad 😔. You want to have a happy environment with them but they are just so distant and unreachable and you just give up 😢

I hope this is all because of my coming monthly period drama. And after this, i'll be more positive, motivated and hopeful that everythings gonna be fine because as one of my fave quotes/mantra says- Life is Beautiful. And the one below. 

Lastly, eventhough I am low spirited now, I still want to be grateful to GOD for the life HE given me and for protecting my family.

That's it! Stay positive in life not of COVID 😊

Hello! What's Up Shengkay?!!!

Okay! so I am Sheng of Shengkay's Journal 

Out of random thought of what's happening to my life, what I want to happen in my life, what I really want in my life, I thought of things in my past that makes me happy (one of the things that makes me sane) and blogging/journaling is one of them. 10 years ago when I become a single mom, blogging is my haven. I met online friends, mommies like me and in a way I earn a little that helps my expenses and my daughter. But more that monetizing as I have mention blogging is my HAVEN. I talk anything here. The very first blog I have with the title "Shengkays Journal..thoughts, sentiments and musing of a single mom" I don't have access to it  already because I import it to wordpress and after I think after a year, I was not able to update it and just viola...my first ever online haven is gone. This is what my blog looks like before. This was made by a mommy blogger friend Techie She which is until now for almost 10years is still active online! Just wow! right?

So yeah, I think I'm gonna be back online as I am contemplating on many things in my life. As I chase my dream, I will try to journal everything online to at least inspire other people someday. And to remind myself of what I have done to realize that dream.

To my mommy blogger before, just in case you're able to stumble in here, 5years ago was the last time I update my blog including this shengkayful blog. But this is is set to private before kasi wala naman akong sinulat dito, and I think this is it..really really it! This blog was made for a reason, and now it will serve it purpose I guess.

So, in the last 5years that I went offline (blogging) this is my life.

• Before I am a single mom. Not now. Though legally speaking I am single but I think I found my "The One". We've been together for almost 2years.
• My daughter is 10years old already.
• I have 1 and 4 months son.
• Still working with the same company.

That's it.

Stay Positive!

Shengkayfuls Random Delight is now live!

So I decided to finally open this blog. This was created March 2014 and during that time I don't know what niche this blog will be so I just set it up into private viewing. Also, I don't have the eagerness to blog that I even neglect those blog (with domain) of mine to update, so having another one is useless. But now, for some reason I want to be back to the things that I love doing- that is online stuff. Time for me to relive all my blog. Sadness to say my postcard blog domain was bought by someone that I could not use it anymore. I just set up Postcard Lover PH instead. I will also be working on my main blog Shengkays Journal which is suspended by my host. Hopefully, I will be able set it too.


Back to my Shengkayfuls Random Delight blog, this will be a home of my online contest, reviews and giveaways stuff. See you around. 

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